Colin nods, making another adjustment of his hips. Whatever happens, he definitely seems to be happy about it, as the next thrust causes a loud gasp. All the bad thoughts and memories he'd been straining to hold at bay go flying entirely out the window as he lands squarely in the moment.

"...Oh," he says as if enlightened. So that's what all the fuss is about. "You can go faster now."

His legs wrap around Benedict's waist and he braces himself.